down but WELL

Hey, this is me, who love for LSG guy I met recently. I am who will get 20 by two days. Do you wanna know something? I have no passion to get thru it. A lil afraid there, maybe I was scared. I am who wan't to kill this envy too much. I am really imperfect within my perfections.
So in this December I had a lot things to be done. Until this middle almost end of this Desember I had so much event to be attend. Huhf you know I can't stand to be just a watcher. Hectic month. Priceless.
What is really you afraid to, Naz? I'm afraid to be old, actually. When old cames, responsibility come after. Why you becoming scared for responsibility? I'm asking myself. Idk. I don't really know. Feels not ready yet to 20. Pity on me. Sounds scared to responsibility, huh?
BUT! I remember, I am a winner. Since dad's sperm met mom's egg, I am a winner, so do you. Whay we keep asking for any excuses to becoming a looser? :D we have to fight for our live, our dream, our big plan, our future. Ido believe, from the start I was special. I keep tellin myself since I was a child, I am princess. So do I. But now, as tough princess I am telling you, every girl was a princess. So just act how princess did. Show the pride is important, but don't ecer loose yourself characteristic. You're made to be some unique things, gals. Because from the start I told you, we were special.
Those things are working in me. When I feel down, I am thinking all over this and I got more spirit yeyeye.
Btw anyway busway, I miss my CG. She had been busy in capital town. Pray for her coming back in holiday ya ladiess..

P.s today is sista twin's bday. You could check what she had on her bday, on her private blog. Just wait till she posted, okey? I wish all the best for her ({})

Love, Naz ♡