Sunday, December 12, 2010

Friends

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
Congruity, I consider that is a point to make me feel 'click' with others.
Family, Friends, others..
But now, I know.
Too much be the same are not always taking good.
Many colours more better..
It should make our life so colourful, I guess.
Friends are making some definition to always be together with, but it wasn't..
Be friend or loving had a same point for several things.
Which is; share, open, to be understanding, know each other well and last but not least 'TRUST'..
And here I am, I'm sure I will happy to be ignored by the others, as long as they'll be happy without me..
I open they to do anything, with or without
me.. As long as it can make them all happy.. Because to say love is not always to be together, I Love You, friends.. :)
But I'm sorry, I TRUST them :)

Saturday, December 11, 2010

seakan memang senang melihatku terbelit

Aku mencoba tidak mengambil pusing hal ini, tapi mereka mengingatkan.
Kucari tolong mereka, mereka diam.
Seakan tidak ada yg lebih pantas selain aku mereka menertawakan.
Air mata, susahku, gelisahku, kekhawatiranku.
Aku bukan mereka yang selalu bisa sendiri, aku butuh sandaran, walau diam setidaknya dapat membantu, bukan yang sekedar menjadi pajangan demi ketenaran.
Aku mencoba berdiri tegak, tanpa mereka tahu aku kesulitan, nyeri yang kurasa di sekitar kakiku begitu mengganggu.
Mungkin nanti, nanti sekali kalau salah satu dari kita sudah mati atau aku, baru kau sadari bahwa aku butuh, butuh sandaran.
Bukannya senang dibiarkan berbelit sendirian.